Today I translated a few dreams for two people that have very serious depression. One of them was a victim of terror and the other one, a victim of self-abuse.
If you have similar problems, you can send me your dreams for professional translation.
I was thinking about self-abuse last week, when I was very sad with the problems I had.
At a certain point I thought that I had to react and believe in a solution and something better would appear in the future. My positive attitude helped me really find the right solution. However, when I was very sad, I remembered the problem of self-abuse.
I thought that if I was a cutter, I would hurt myself for feeling so sad…
Cut myself? I had no courage even to eat… I would need to make a tremendous effort to be able to use a knife to cut my own body…
My own body? Only this thought makes me feel horrible. I would never be able to cut my own body. I would not have the courage to do so.
You need a lot of courage to do such a thing to your self and to other people as well. You need a certain power, a certain energy… Something very difficult to be acquired by a depressed person…
However, you have this courage when you are dominated by the wild anti-conscience, your evil and primitive conscience that wants to destroy your human side.
Even though you are so sad and you feel so weak, you have this invincible wild impulse to be violent against yourself.
This is not natural; this is very strange, because you are sad and weak, therefore it reveals to us that another nature takes control of your behavior when you abuse your own body. You are not you.
Think about that and fight against your absurd impulses.
Try to dominate the beast that tries to dominate you!
Your wild nature is controlling your behavior and ruining your life. Your problems can only increase if you abuse your own body each time you are in despair.
If you believe that you cut your own body only in order to “feel alive”, think that you are in fact feeling the taste of death and despair when you do that to yourself.
All the wounds you have are horrible, and they hurt.
They follow you everywhere, every day.
How long are you going to live with them?
Don’t you think that things in your life are already very bad and that the tendency of self-abuse only makes them worse?
I’m sure you’ll agree with me, if you think logically and if you are sensitive enough to feel the absurdity of creating a worse problem in your life while you already have so many other problems that are not a result of your own actions.
Why are you creating another one, with this absurd tendency that only makes you suffer?